Week 5: My Mind is a Bee Hive

That was a weird title, but it makes sense. My mind is the bee hive, and my thoughts are the bees. They could be harmonious, angry, or just wanting to escape.
Instead of doodling on my paper, I write key words to my emotions. I just write down my thoughts. This process keeps me sane, because it is a form of getting my thoughts and feelings out. I like the ways I vent, so I don't have to tell people how I feel. I find that people aren't always reliable, and they don't always care as much as you need them to. so i just keep to myself.. and write down what I need to get out.

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