Jess Widner CW

The many mysteries of our existence are owned up to theories like evolution, creation, and other crazy things. I think that humans are meant to be oblivious to our past. We just need to move forward.  We don't truly know our past so we can find hopes to live. I look at the human race as a science experiment. Will it fail? Will it succeed? We don't know. We have hope that we will exist for a long time, but that most likely will not happen. We are so fragile and doomed to be taken by the power of the universe. Our hopes makes us feel like we are invincible. And what hope would we have if we found out that we were actually an accident by the forces of the universe? We are just random particles that evolved into living things and will eventually become random particles again. How would you feel? Would you have hope to make the life for the human species better and last longer? Or would you just not care?

That was a weird title, but it makes sense. My mind is the bee hive, and my thoughts are the bees. They could be harmonious, angry, or just wanting to escape. Instead of doodling on my paper, I write key words to my emotions. I just write down my thoughts. This process keeps me sane, because it is a form of getting my thoughts and feelings out. I like the ways I vent, so I don't have to tell people how I feel. I find that people aren't always reliable, and they don't always care as much as you need them to. so i just keep to myself.. and write down what I need to get out.

I love to get lost in stories. Whether they are in a book, screen, or a conversation, stories are wonders of history and imagination. I like to wonder how life would be like in these stories. It makes me thankful for the life I have now. But sometimes, I need an escape. I escape to other worlds in stories. I am excited to read Library of Souls , the third book to the Miss Peregrine's Home for Peculiar Children  series. It is such an intriguing story about peculiar children trying to escape from two different cruel worlds. I can't wait until I get my hands on that book!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dodging my responsibilities like..... (pay attention to his little hip  shake at the end... :D) I don't like being  responsible  for a lot of things, but I like to be  depended on . I know that may not make much sense, but that is how everything is to me. It just makes sense to me, and I don't want to spend time to explain it. Just think about it if you care enough to know what I mean.  I am a person that really loves to  help others , but I don't always take up the opportunities to do so. I may tell people "I don't have enough time" or "I'm already doing (such and such)" to get out of doing other things when I may just not want to do it or I want to have some free time. Or maybe the last time I helped that person, it didn't have a good outcome.  I can't take on a lot of things in my without getting stressed out.

I do believe that certain images do prove how a person thinks. It is kind of like the concept of the glass being half empty or half full, except with the ink blots, there are more than two ways to look at it. I love things that test your personality and things like that. It is interesting to test the accuracy of the results. My favorite tests are the one's that tell me things I don't know yet. It lets me wonder if they are going to be accurate or not. They give me hope and wonder for my future. They also get me really excited to find out if they are correct!!!