Jess Widner CW

2017 flew by WAY TOO FAST for me. But i can try my best to give some random points of the year for you......... Found Tigger in the neighborhood, and now he is at The ARK in Lacon. He is up for adoption!! I was hoping to keep him, but at least I was able to rescue him and give him an opportunity to find a great home! I hope someone gets him as a Christmas present!!!!!! Got my first job. I LOVE SUBWAY!!!!!!!!! I will probably be forever addicted. uh oh. got my license!!! Watch out everyone!!! I got pulled over for the first time... I left my Subway cup on the roof of my car and the officer was trying to stop it from falling off.... idk why he thought it would be a good idea to pull me over when i have to TURN into a parking lot???? whatever. I got into NHS!!!! Wooohhooo!!!! (:  IM EXCITED FOR THE GREASE PLAY!!!!!!! 

I am crazy. When I got my paycheck about 3 weeks ago, I went to Walmart and bought myself a 6 ft Christmas tree... FOR MY ROOM. IDK what i was thinking, but i got it. Then I returned it. but i did put white Christmas lights, silver garland, and silver sparkly snowflakes up on the top trim of half of my room!!! Then I threw white glitter EVERYWHERE in my room. Yeah, I'm crazy. I know this. We decorated the outside of our house with green garland, red bows, and lights. we also decorated out mailbox!!!  We put up our Christmas tree and set up our Christmas display on our entertainment center. We are all decked out and ready for Christmas to come!!! (:

I received a manila envelope in my locker this morning. Shania was suspicious of it, but just told her that it is some tax stuff i have to work on. I took it to the bathroom and read it. "Dear recipient, You have been hand-selected to carry out a highly confidential mission. If you are interested, be at the back woods at Grant park, your favorite place to sit and write in your diary. How do we know this? We have been watching you very closely for a year to decide if you are the right agent for the mission. If you want to do your country a favor, meet us at the destination previously provided. BE ON TIME." I met them last night. They were men in all back with hoods on.. They said I needed to keep a close eye on my principal, Mr. Zulz. If i tried to tell anyone or give anyone hints, I would pay the consequences. I have decided to take on the mission to see why they want to know so much about Mr. Zulz. I don't know if I will give them any info i find yet or not..... ...

My family no longer has traditions... I know, it is really sad. This cancellation of traditions is due to pettiness. I hate when people ruin things because of their jealousy and pettiness. like, wth? okay then. I guess our new holiday routines are being ungrateful and flip out over everything that doesn't go our way. Then go eat food with family we almost never see.... ugh. and i am stuck in the middle. I can't wait to have my own family so we can have GREAT family traditions that will make my kids and husband look back and know they had it good. I guess we do make the same breakfast casserole every Christmas morning that gives me bad acid reflux. ugh. On the bright side, I had a REALLY long talk with my dad and we tried really hard to establish some traditions this year!!!! We decorated together, watched Christmas movies, etc. hopefully things go well with these new traditions. i really want them to stick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NEVER AGAIN AM I ASKING FOR RELATIONSHIP ADVICE. Once, I asked one of my closest friends for relationship advice, told me to go for my boyfriends best friend, and then started crap and ended up ruining our relationship. Then I had no friends or boyfriend just because I opened my mouth. I took my dad's advice on the whole situation... KEEP TO MYSELF. I don't need other people's opinions to make my own decisions and be happy. I need to stay away from negativity and drama. That is what he told me. I tried my best to follow his advice, but the drama loved me. it followed me EVERYWHERE. Even in the bathroom and my dreams. It consumed my life and the only way out of it was when we moved to Washburn. but little did i know... new drama was about to enter my life.

If I could make up a PE game, I would do something a little like this: there are 2 teams the gym has a volleyball net at half court line at each end of the gym are soccer goals the basketball hoops at each end of the gym are down  starts off as soccer with a volleyball (students have to duck under the net without touching it once a goal is made, the goalie that failed to block the ball has to kick the ball over the volleyball net to the opposite team then a game of volleyball happens. when the ball drops, the team that it dropped on gets to pass the ball to their team mates. by this point, it is a game of basketball, but without dribbling the ball. you have to pass the ball to other team mates using both hands and you can only walk side to side with the ball to pass it.  once a basket is made, the game goes back to soccer. the baskets are scored like in real basket ball (1, 2, or 3 points) except it can go up to 5 if the player decide to shoot a basket from th...